Monday, June 30, 2003
You are Hate.
You care little to nothing about people and things
around you. You are consumed by feelings of
animosity and loathing towards everything or
one thing and it affects your view of all that
is around you.
What Emotion Are You?
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Du Hast Mich!
I certainly think you do!
Sig Sauer P226. Greatest gun ever! Feel special.
Beautiful and reliable but can still scare the
living bejesus outta anyone.
What handgun are you?
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Freur Frei! Bang! Bang!
You are a dark goddess!
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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How comforting..
Friday, June 27, 2003
Fuck all of you.
Fuck off.
...because the world is filled with irresponsible, irritating people. Pushing the work all to others.
You think I'm the only one that runs the show? We reap what we sow together.
You fuckheads just want an easy life. You want all the glam and glory.
Well, I've got news for you buddy. The world ain't just about "I-don't-know"s and "It's-up-to-you"s. What the fuck is wrong with you?
Where the FUCK is your FUCKING BRAIN. Where the fuck went to all that argument about having your own mindset?
WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO TO, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!
Go fuck yourself. I can't give a shit anymore.
Fuck all of you.
Fuck off.
Fuck off.
...because the world is filled with irresponsible, irritating people. Pushing the work all to others.
You think I'm the only one that runs the show? We reap what we sow together.
You fuckheads just want an easy life. You want all the glam and glory.
Well, I've got news for you buddy. The world ain't just about "I-don't-know"s and "It's-up-to-you"s. What the fuck is wrong with you?
Where the FUCK is your FUCKING BRAIN. Where the fuck went to all that argument about having your own mindset?
WHERE THE FUCK DID IT GO TO, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLES!
Go fuck yourself. I can't give a shit anymore.
Fuck all of you.
Fuck off.
Newsflash!
For all movie buffs and Resident Evil fans alike, there's a new Movie for you!
"28 Days Later..." Directed by Boyle (same guy who did Trainspotting)
go check it out on the website. (link will be posted soon)
For all movie buffs and Resident Evil fans alike, there's a new Movie for you!
"28 Days Later..." Directed by Boyle (same guy who did Trainspotting)
go check it out on the website. (link will be posted soon)
Let's do another poll shall we people?
Who here thinks I'm an asshole, and deserve to die?
I did a poll like this before among good friends, so I guess it's not counted is it?
(Those who replied before can choose to omit this question.)
Please reply via the tag board(prefered) or e-mail.
Who here thinks I'm an asshole, and deserve to die?
I did a poll like this before among good friends, so I guess it's not counted is it?
(Those who replied before can choose to omit this question.)
Please reply via the tag board(prefered) or e-mail.
Results of the BC Rich guitar polls:
Out of 4 choices. The top 2 are:
1) The Mick Thompson Signature M7.
2) Bronze Series Walock
Out of 4 choices. The top 2 are:
1) The Mick Thompson Signature M7.
2) Bronze Series Walock
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i just shot myself today and it is keeping holy stop hey there mister policeman stop
can you tell me how to get to sesame street stop i am looking for my favorite sandman stop
stop me stop me you cant stop me
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i just drank six shots of expresso today and it is keeping me healthy stop
i just shot myself today and it is keeping holy stop hey there mister policeman stop
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Thursday, June 26, 2003
Where are all the hate mails? Come on people! Invite more friends in here! Especially those who really really hate me.
We feed on hate. We grow from hate.
And our carnal instinct is to kill...
...and to fuck. (sorry, watched to much porn and fuck-scenes at work. yes, I'm a horny motherfucker.
What can you do about it?) Anybody wanna fuck me?
We feed on hate. We grow from hate.
And our carnal instinct is to kill...
...and to fuck. (sorry, watched to much porn and fuck-scenes at work. yes, I'm a horny motherfucker.
What can you do about it?) Anybody wanna fuck me?
Wednesday, June 25, 2003
[Whore Machina] - [Mezza]
Pieces of life crumble before you like glass to the floor.
And you finally realize you don't know anything anymore.
The deceit and lies that proceed.
A friend with a knife, jesus indeed.
I don't know me anymore.
You don't know me anymore.
Evolution is the way of man,
the machines they give that certain command.
Fuck you heartless son of a bitch.
You act like you've seen nothing from the day you were born from that stich.
Fire me a bullet from the gun in your hand.
And feel the joy that'll rise from above the land!
(Spoken not sung)
All together now:
We are one with the bullet hole!
We are nothing.
No will, no soul!
We will act from orders that are given to us.
For our only instinct now is that of lust.
(Whisper)
All you want to do is to fuck, fuck, fuck.
Fill my broken heart with the blood from your veins.
You'll finally know the meaning of pain.
All you motherfuckers that are one and the same.
All you motherfuckers want all of the blame!
You take my love away and fuck her in the toilet.
You take my life away and burn it all down.
You think it's easy to scream.
It's your secret dream.
But the only thing that you're missing is the worm in your brain.
x-f-x-u-x-c-x-k all I wanna do is to blow you away.
x-s-x-u-x-c-x-k you need a girl to blow you today.
(Cry)
I'm so sorry, I didn't know what I was doing! He was such a handsome, pretty boy!
Pieces of life crumble before you like glass to the floor.
And you finally realize you don't know anything anymore.
The deceit and lies that proceed.
A friend with a knife, jesus indeed.
I don't know me anymore.
You don't know me anymore.
Evolution is the way of man,
the machines they give that certain command.
Fuck you heartless son of a bitch.
You act like you've seen nothing from the day you were born from that stich.
Fire me a bullet from the gun in your hand.
And feel the joy that'll rise from above the land!
(Spoken not sung)
All together now:
We are one with the bullet hole!
We are nothing.
No will, no soul!
We will act from orders that are given to us.
For our only instinct now is that of lust.
(Whisper)
All you want to do is to fuck, fuck, fuck.
Fill my broken heart with the blood from your veins.
You'll finally know the meaning of pain.
All you motherfuckers that are one and the same.
All you motherfuckers want all of the blame!
You take my love away and fuck her in the toilet.
You take my life away and burn it all down.
You think it's easy to scream.
It's your secret dream.
But the only thing that you're missing is the worm in your brain.
x-f-x-u-x-c-x-k all I wanna do is to blow you away.
x-s-x-u-x-c-x-k you need a girl to blow you today.
(Cry)
I'm so sorry, I didn't know what I was doing! He was such a handsome, pretty boy!
Friday, June 20, 2003
The clock is ticking...
thereaperiscomingmakehimstophe'scomingtokillwillweforeverythingwillstopyourheartwillwhenhewillfinallysosilentlyhetakesmoneyyourgirlfriendwife
First Guitar of choice: M7 Signature Special Mick Thompson's (of Slipknot) Signature guitar! The white trimmings are pretty! (Has anyone seen the "Left Behind" MTV?)
Second Guitar of choice: Platinium Series Warlock A slightly more expensive version of the Bronze Series.
Third Guitar of choice: Platinium Series Flying V Same series as the Warlock above. Except this is a Flying V.
Fourth Guitar of choice: Bronze Series Warlock A Cheap Warlock Guitar! A piece worth considering!
Let's do a poll everyone. Which is the best guitar to get so far? (please think in terms of price, durability, quality of sound and beauty of product.)
Proceed to the Tagboard to enter your votes.
READ THIS!Guess my timetable for this semester? Let me give you a hint, I could leave for a holiday on Monday night and still be in time for school on Friday. Note: I'm not skipping any classes. Ha!ha! *gloat*
thereaperiscomingmakehimstophe'scomingtokillwillweforeverythingwillstopyourheartwillwhenhewillfinallysosilentlyhetakesmoneyyourgirlfriendwife
First Guitar of choice: M7 Signature Special Mick Thompson's (of Slipknot) Signature guitar! The white trimmings are pretty! (Has anyone seen the "Left Behind" MTV?)
Second Guitar of choice: Platinium Series Warlock A slightly more expensive version of the Bronze Series.
Third Guitar of choice: Platinium Series Flying V Same series as the Warlock above. Except this is a Flying V.
Fourth Guitar of choice: Bronze Series Warlock A Cheap Warlock Guitar! A piece worth considering!
Let's do a poll everyone. Which is the best guitar to get so far? (please think in terms of price, durability, quality of sound and beauty of product.)
Proceed to the Tagboard to enter your votes.
READ THIS!Guess my timetable for this semester? Let me give you a hint, I could leave for a holiday on Monday night and still be in time for school on Friday. Note: I'm not skipping any classes. Ha!ha! *gloat*
Thursday, June 19, 2003
[Bleeding for the Broken] - [Mezza]
Cry for me, the withered and torn.
My memories, disappeared. Gone.
The voices beseech.
Such thoughts and actions.
Leeches they are.
Free me from the cages.
The rain feels like acid.
Bleeding, the wind blows cold and angry.
The damage long done
To a tired, old gentleman.
I fought this war long enough.
Perhaps I should take a back seat.
"No!" they said. "You must be tough!"
"It's your future! Fight for your happiness!"
All I find is loneliness.
Forgive me, for I am weak.
Forgive me, for I am sick.
Such disease, a rare breed indeed.
Affects only the elite of us all.
For we are the pigs.
The swine.
God kill us all, just like Charlie to Sharon.
So be it on us.
The carrion, they sting like bullets.
How they burn.
Are they burrowing into thy heart?
Or do they seek my soul?
I do not have the answer.
Why not wait?
For them to consume me. Take hold of me.
Control me.
Cry for me, the withered and torn.
My memories, disappeared. Gone.
The voices beseech.
Such thoughts and actions.
Leeches they are.
Free me from the cages.
The rain feels like acid.
Bleeding, the wind blows cold and angry.
The damage long done
To a tired, old gentleman.
I fought this war long enough.
Perhaps I should take a back seat.
"No!" they said. "You must be tough!"
"It's your future! Fight for your happiness!"
All I find is loneliness.
Forgive me, for I am weak.
Forgive me, for I am sick.
Such disease, a rare breed indeed.
Affects only the elite of us all.
For we are the pigs.
The swine.
God kill us all, just like Charlie to Sharon.
So be it on us.
The carrion, they sting like bullets.
How they burn.
Are they burrowing into thy heart?
Or do they seek my soul?
I do not have the answer.
Why not wait?
For them to consume me. Take hold of me.
Control me.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003
Please someone help me. I'm feeling so empty.
If you decide to respond to this plea, please dial: 1900-KILLMENOW
Thank you for your time.
Good night.
Good god.
Good fight.
If you decide to respond to this plea, please dial: 1900-KILLMENOW
Thank you for your time.
Good night.
Good god.
Good fight.
CoffeecaffeineCigarettesindulgenceHurttearsAlcoholillusionsJealousykills
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
THE NOBODIES • Today I am dirty • I want to be pretty • Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt • We are the nobodies • we wanna be somebodies • when we're dead, • they'll know just who we are • • Yesterday I was dirty • wanted to be pretty • I know now that I'm forever dirt • • We are the nobodies • we wanna be somebodies • when we're dead, • they'll know just who we are • Some children died the other day • we fed machines and then we prayed • puked up and down in morbid faith • you should have seen the ratings that day •
A good god is hard to find.
A good god is hard to find.
Monday, June 16, 2003
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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I've a heart as black as night, deeper than the bowels of the Earth, harder than your motherfucking rock.
So screw you motherfuckers.
Suck my dick.
Assholes.
Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Now that's just sweet.
I just love the night. Quiet. Tranquil.
...and yes, I wish I was a girl.
(Hmm.. Now what would my girlfriend think??..)
Your soul came from the Bowels of HELL! You're a
demon preying on the mortals of Earth. BACK TO
HELL WITH YOU!
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Now that I come from HELL, all you motherfuckers that clogged up the system will DIE SLOW AND BURN IN HELL
All you MOTHERFUCKERS (excluding everyone I call a friend) that entered into the NPal System from 2pm-4pm today (16/6/2003) should I burn in hell.
All you FUCKHEADS know the meaning of WAIT?! FUCKING CLOG UP THE WHOLE FUCKING SYSTEM.
FUCK ALL YOU FSV AND ALL THE REST OF THE MOTHERFUCKING SCHOOL THAT MADE ME WAIT FOR 2 WHOLE FUCKING HOURS BEFORE I COULD LOG IN. FUCK YOU AND YOUR MOTHERS THAT BORNE YOU FROM THEIR WOMB. FUCK YOU AND ALL THAT YOU STAND FOR. FUCK YOU AND THAT COMPUTER YOU USED TO LOG ON. FUCK YOU AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS. FUCK YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.
...I think that's enough fucks for today.
FUCK YOU, BLOODY SON OF A BITCHES.
FUCK YOU, DIE SLOW MOTHERFUCKERS.
All you FUCKHEADS know the meaning of WAIT?! FUCKING CLOG UP THE WHOLE FUCKING SYSTEM.
FUCK ALL YOU FSV AND ALL THE REST OF THE MOTHERFUCKING SCHOOL THAT MADE ME WAIT FOR 2 WHOLE FUCKING HOURS BEFORE I COULD LOG IN. FUCK YOU AND YOUR MOTHERS THAT BORNE YOU FROM THEIR WOMB. FUCK YOU AND ALL THAT YOU STAND FOR. FUCK YOU AND THAT COMPUTER YOU USED TO LOG ON. FUCK YOU AND ALL YOUR FRIENDS. FUCK YOU BECAUSE YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.
...I think that's enough fucks for today.
FUCK YOU, BLOODY SON OF A BITCHES.
FUCK YOU, DIE SLOW MOTHERFUCKERS.
Gruesse! Ich will zue künder alle, das du aufliegt alle Arschgeiges!
Tschüs!
Gut Nacht Alle!
Tschüs!
Gut Nacht Alle!
Saturday, June 14, 2003
Schizophrenic.
One is the Lover. The other is the Devil.
How did it come to this?
One is the Lover. The other is the Devil.
How did it come to this?
The Withered Lover
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Marcus: The Dead and Withered Lover
Great.
You Have the Power to Turn Things to Stone!
What's Your Magic Power?
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Watch out all of you.
Friday, June 13, 2003
Newsflash!
Dig this: Angina P. will give DJ Shadow a run for his dollar.
Drum and Bass artist with an edge. Chilled beats with a dark bass line. Ambent and Abstract.
Check out her newer stuff: Toyko 6pm
....and she's a pretty nice person too! (Yes, I've spoken to her over mail.)
Either you like her or you don't.
I do.
She kicks ass.
Dig this: Angina P. will give DJ Shadow a run for his dollar.
Drum and Bass artist with an edge. Chilled beats with a dark bass line. Ambent and Abstract.
Check out her newer stuff: Toyko 6pm
....and she's a pretty nice person too! (Yes, I've spoken to her over mail.)
Either you like her or you don't.
I do.
She kicks ass.
I feel so alone.
The dark and the cold, they comfort me.
Yet there is something else that disturbs me.
It is arriving in grandeur.
It will take away everything that I cherish and love.
It will leave me with nothing.
I must fight it, but I can't.
No more the machine that I am.
No more the man I want to be.
No more of the hurt I always feel.
Everything will leave me.
Soon.
- Mez
Perhaps a certain daunting feeling consumed me while I watched those 'Apocalyptic' MTVS. They reminded me so much of my childhood. Reminded me of the things I used to love. The things I used to have, now gone. It presented to me a waking nightmare, where all I longed to achieve for, where everything I love and hold dear, will soon be gone. Such visions, so disturbing, yet beckoning...
The dark and the cold, they comfort me.
Yet there is something else that disturbs me.
It is arriving in grandeur.
It will take away everything that I cherish and love.
It will leave me with nothing.
I must fight it, but I can't.
No more the machine that I am.
No more the man I want to be.
No more of the hurt I always feel.
Everything will leave me.
Soon.
- Mez
Perhaps a certain daunting feeling consumed me while I watched those 'Apocalyptic' MTVS. They reminded me so much of my childhood. Reminded me of the things I used to love. The things I used to have, now gone. It presented to me a waking nightmare, where all I longed to achieve for, where everything I love and hold dear, will soon be gone. Such visions, so disturbing, yet beckoning...
Thursday, June 12, 2003
Blood and Gore + a chance to relive your childhood. Available for only a few days. Grab it before it's all gone!
Happy Tree Friends is featuring all their past episodes and releases on the website.
Happy Tree Friends is featuring all their past episodes and releases on the website.
Gave Up
Nine Inch Nails
perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done
I HATE MYSELF FOR WHAT I'VE BECOME
Nine Inch Nails
perfect little dream
the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels
well almost
no one to blame
always the same
open my eyes
smashed up my sanity
smashed up integrity
smashed up what i believed in
smashed up what's left of me
smashed up my everything
smashed up all that was true
gonna smash myself to pieces
i don't know what else to do
covered with hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done
I HATE MYSELF FOR WHAT I'VE BECOME
Hey you! Yes you..sitting in front of your computer screen, so prim and pretty, reading this article. You, the one with the messed up head. Don't deny that there's nothing going on in your head as you read this. Oh yes, those thoughts, those scheming, malicious ideas that twist and turn, crash and burn within the emptiness of your skull. Yes you, the one that'll despise me. You, the one that will think this is just pure bullshit. You, the one that entered into this site hoping to find a good read. Well, I'm sorry to disappoint you. There's nothing here but you, me and this article that is corrupting your head. Because you are the one that helped them kill me. You are the one that betrayed me. You are the one that stepped on me. You are the one that is not in league. Oh, I'm so sorry.. Do I sound hostile? Perhaps, a little, a bit too much. Because YOU are the scum, the worm of the senses. You are nothing but an animal surviving on hate, sex, violence and drugs. You are nothing, and there's nothing left for you.
